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hey, im marina, im 13 turning 14 novmeber 19.. i look happy yeah, well to be honest im not actually that happy this smile is 90% fake.
Keep reading if you wanna know my story.
so ever since i was little shit happerned in my family every day i woke up and either heard yelling or something like that comming from my parent’s room, i went to school scared about not seeing my mum after school all becuase my ‘dad’ had anger issuse…i’v been called a slut, bitch, whore skank many time’s by my own father…there was once a stage in my life when i just wanted to kill myself!!
Not long ago, i found out something about my mum, i found out she had cancer and still does i found out that she is having a operation soon just to take out the cancer, but this is no averge cancer, she got cancer cos my dad used to abuse/hit her that much that she just got sick! i remeber one day, my parents were fighting and i walk out of my room crying to go to my sisters (i was about 8) and i see my mum on the floor blood all over her face sitting in the middle of my wall way with a knife to her wrist…my mum is my bestfriend i can trust her with anything<3 oh and did i mention that my dad does take drugs he smokes and he drinks, there was once a point in my life were i just went to my dad and told him i hated him! my mum has been though heaps and so have me my sister khanna, valentina and my little sister martina! as teenagers and a child it’s hard growing up with out a father just a mum that’s always working…but i guess we willl live…
Ok so now it’s time for my story…most people wont read this but i hope some do…
Ok so i made tumblr in October 2011, and ever since then i have gotten hate from anon’s for no reason, iv had 2 friend’s that have helped me though this whole thing there names are Jake and Joyce<3 i love these too people with all my heart i dont know what i would do with out them ! <3 ok so iv gotten hate heaps, it was the other day i got all these nasty anon messages saying ‘go kill your self you ugly whore’ ‘your fucking ugly’ etc etc, that night i locked myself in my room, and cried and cried untill Jake (my friend) went on my account and saw these hate messages, i told him before and he said he wanted to see them, i didn’t want him to see them but then after he seen them a whole lot of people messaged me telling me im beautiful and that made my day im so greatful to have my amazing friends jake and joyce around because they help me though anything i love you guys (if you want to know there tumblr, just message me and ill link you) pretty much thoughout my life iv been bullied for being ugly for not being perfect and stuff like that but i guess haters gonna hate (: xx <3 so that’s my bulling story!
to that anon that wanted me to reblog this.
